I'm on an angry rant right now.
Fuck you shallow fuckers. You know the ones. The window shoppers, the ones that fuck with their eyes and feel with their dicks. Y'all just see the finished product. Y'all don't see the hustle, the pain, the sweat, the tears, the doubt, the rejection...nawwwwww y'all are shallow motherfuckers.
I did cardio for 45 minutes today. I've been watching what I eat and going to the gym. I've dropped weight, and you know what? I'm still the fat chick with the cool personality...I'm still the last resort.
Some of us have to work FUCKING HARD to lose a pound. Some of us have to work FUCKING HARD so that you would see through the layers of fat to find a heart of fucking gold. I'm not dissing the skinny girls, shoot get it. I'm dissing the shallow fuckers.
I did cardio for 45 minutes today. I've been watching what I eat and going to the gym. I've dropped weight, and you know what? I'm still the fat chick with the cool personality...I'm still the last resort.
Some of us have to work FUCKING HARD to lose a pound. Some of us have to work FUCKING HARD so that you would see through the layers of fat to find a heart of fucking gold. I'm not dissing the skinny girls, shoot get it. I'm dissing the shallow fuckers.
Fuck you.
Do I want a little recognition? Hell yeah! What do a get? A side hug, friend stamp, broken heart and disappointment. Oh I also get the "that shirt is pretty" not "you look pretty".
Stop window shopping, there's so much more inside the store, shoot the window can only hold so many mannequins.
Stop window shopping, there's so much more inside the store, shoot the window can only hold so many mannequins.
Those shallow ones that don't pay attention to you? They're doing you a favor. You need and deserve someone that has more depth than that. If they don't consider you because of the awesome person you are, overlooking you because you don't fit a particular, arbitrary physical mold, then they're really not worth your time.
ReplyDeleteFor me, it's always been difficult. Setting aside my difficulty with both giving AND receiving verbal affection, weight and appearance are extremely sensitive subjects. I've complimented someone's weight loss before, and they were offended that I was implying they needed to lose weight to begin with. Likewise, it has hurt me when people have talked about my weight, for good or ill (I received far more compliments when I was 30 pounds lighter). I generally try to avoid the subject of appearance altogether, focusing on the person instead; and difficult as it is, I try to do the same for myself.
I know this doesn't make it hurt any less- it's still offensive as hell- but hopefully it helps, even if only a little. Your value is so much more than your appearance (and you are beautiful, by the way), and if someone can't see that, they don't deserve you.